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  • FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM PEEPS! I WILL START FOLLOWING BACK I HARDLY GET ON THIS THANG NOW .XOXOXO


    @SULEMAXOXA


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im just hurting myself,why do i love u so much. I haven’t prayed in so long and i pray all the time for our love to be strong.


I was in a verbally abusive relationship for 2 1/2 years. I had insecurities only a man can put in a woman’s head, but if there is one thing he taught me was to love myself before I loved some one. He taught me the true meaning of love and although I was only a teenager when I was with him, he opened my eyes. 
He also taught me just because you feel you’re in love, it doesn’t mean you have to be with that person if you’re unhappy. Like any other girl, my heart was broken when he and I split up almost three years ago. 
That’s when I realized I loved him more than what I loved myself and that’s not the way things should be. 

I slowly began to learn what it was like to enjoy life, to actually have friends, and nevertheless, I learned to appreciate my parents for how they raised me. 


I’ve been in two relationships since and I’ve learned that it will take time for you to be able to share your happiness with some one else. They must be happy with themselves first. But until then no need to rush, you are as strong as you want to be with out the need of a spouse. And to my blessing, I am as strong as I need to be for me and my little angel. I don’t need to use her as an excuse to keep her father around because things will never be easier after that. Be with some one because you truly 100% love the person regardless of their flaws and past. Not because you like the idea of a relationship or you’re afraid to be alone. 
When you truly love some one you’ll know, because you will stick around bs and do your part to work things out. But if they decide to walk out the door, have some dignity and let them go.
God does things for a reason, don’t ever doubt that.